down n down n down...

as i was saying life without friend is useless. in some relationship perhaps we need sincerity and understanding. how much i hope every man is very sincere like him. i mean an honest friendship. and he did it. 
nak dijadikan cerita we are almost friend dpd berbelas- be;as belas thn dahulu.

darjah 2.. he like me. n darjah 2 i like him eithr either. tp cinta monyet mane nak tau nak confess. 
then we lost contact after i moved out from tat school. luckily our friend kept us in touch back.

after being friend 4 almost ayear now, i ask him.. kite sgt mesra.. mcm happy couple. i wated to know.. u single or not. then he answer.. if single knapa????? i smile n laugh...  ..i .tink nak btol2 serius with u kali nie.. then he silent///.. n said actually die dah ade..saya jadi diam sejenak!!!!... dlm hati sgt hancur.... but try to behave again.
then, wat u aspect me to say.. ouh yeke. hmm xpelah mcm tue. "atleast u jujur untuk bg tau,"but he said die btol2 syg saya... n xnak let me go... but xleh hilang dua2..

then, i said xkn nak couple 2 skali.. dgn nada untuk menduga apa die akan buat. anyhow he said.. xpe lah u jd my kekasih 

gelap..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................kekasih..........................................gelap...........................i syg u.....saya sgt sedih ketika itu. howver mybe he had a gud reason.. n i tink it time 4 me to release him...